A stranger in the evening
In a haze long and red
you seized me and you
branded my heart with your name—
ferried turmoil in my veins
crackled bands in my ears
startled me awake
and I felt fire for the first time.
I was under the impression
everywhere
through pain you are born
though pain you bear
you draw strength from weakness
bloom in fissures
grave digger
god killer
That was the truth
But truly, you showed me
on the precipice of delusion
how far I’d gone
how still I swelled
how well I lied
how much you knew
So I pleaded to you.
Untether me from this shifting plain
light up the demons shrouded within and
listen as their discorded throats sputter
the most harmonious chorus.
Sear this blighted expanse
and smoke the sun dogs out of its
sickly furrows
before they bow their heads to unravelling vows.
Lend me your voice
so I may tame this tumult amidst my monotony
and tonight we shall revel
in the solemn vengeance of victory.
But the next day came like the day before
Only the charred memory
of a stranger in the evening.
And now I long
for you to have
these hearth-borne words, winter-bound:
You are so beautiful to find this place
your name beats to the nostalgia
for your fiery embrace.

